-Why are you taking them away from me?
You are never here!
-You never play with them. They just sit there.
-That's not fair!
No, I talk to them more then I talk to you. I love them. The way a mother is supposed to love a child. Supposed to.
-The world isn't fair.
-You're so stupid! I hate you!
You ruined me. You stole any chance I had of ever being easily content. I am introspective now and I don't trust. You took away my ability to trust.
-You ungrateful bitch! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! You are so selfish!
*SLAP*
I just want to be good. I just want to be young. I just want to be your daughter. Please? Please. I'll be good forever. Just let me be eleven. Please.
You are never here!
-You never play with them. They just sit there.
-That's not fair!
No, I talk to them more then I talk to you. I love them. The way a mother is supposed to love a child. Supposed to.
-The world isn't fair.
-You're so stupid! I hate you!
You ruined me. You stole any chance I had of ever being easily content. I am introspective now and I don't trust. You took away my ability to trust.
-You ungrateful bitch! Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! You are so selfish!
*SLAP*
I just want to be good. I just want to be young. I just want to be your daughter. Please? Please. I'll be good forever. Just let me be eleven. Please.
In nine years I will finally be able to be eleven. Cry my sorrows on a shoulder, listen to someone as they
Shhhhhh, everything is going to be alright.
Kissing me on the top of the head they stroke my hair as my world spins and crashes.
But I am ruined now, no stroking or whispering will save me from age old mottos repeated silently in my head.
I'm a bitch, I'm ungrateful, I'm selfish, I'm a bitch, I'm ungrateful, I'm a bitch, I'm a bitch, I'm a bitch...
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