Just a New England girl stuck in western PA...: Dancing Pains

This second, in quotes

"I remember that night, I just might regret that night for the rest of my days.

I remember those soldier boys tripping over themselves to win our praise.

I remember that dreamlike candlelight like a dream that you can’t quite place, but Alexander, I’ll never forget the first time I saw your face.

I have never been the same,

Intelligent eyes in a hunger-pang frame,

And when you said “Hi,” I forgot my dang name,

set my heart aflame,

ev’ry part aflame,"

~Satisfied, Hamilton (original cast recording)

I haven't felt as terrible as I do now ever-
I am so scared, and so hurt, and so very, very
alone.

Just a New England girl stuck in western PA...